paranoid.android
Owh gosh.
I knew it would be awkward. This, however, is unbearable. I’m not a coward you know? I have never been a coward my entire life, except for this one. On this matter, I am a coward.
Weird, ain’t it? I have never been in this position before. Coward. Scared. Terrified! There are countless of negative words to describe me in this situation. I hate them all.
Hmm. I can’t avoid this forever, can I? I’m an adult, I’m expected to face this ‘crisis’ like one, right? Yeah.
But how do I do it? Get down on my knees and pray? Wait for a shooting star and make a wish? Cross my fingers? *sigh*
Should I…? or should I give myself some more ‘me’ time? It’s not too soon, is it? Will I be backstabbing myself or my whatever principles that I may or may not have? Whatever. *sheesh* Is that even possible? Urgh. What? Hah.
Maybe I should. Christmas and New Year is just around the corner. Maybe it’s time for a change. Revolutionize myself. Transform myself. Ah. That reminds me, the Transformers will be out next year. I saw the freaking teaser when I went to watch Death Note. Damned, is whoever created the teaser concept. Watching a teaser is like sexual intercourse, minus the climax. Eh? Where was I?
Owh. Maybe I should.
Yeah.
Yeah, I miss you too. But I can’t. You, of all people, should know that.
Two wrongs don't make a right.
I knew it would be awkward. This, however, is unbearable. I’m not a coward you know? I have never been a coward my entire life, except for this one. On this matter, I am a coward.
Weird, ain’t it? I have never been in this position before. Coward. Scared. Terrified! There are countless of negative words to describe me in this situation. I hate them all.
Hmm. I can’t avoid this forever, can I? I’m an adult, I’m expected to face this ‘crisis’ like one, right? Yeah.
But how do I do it? Get down on my knees and pray? Wait for a shooting star and make a wish? Cross my fingers? *sigh*
Should I…? or should I give myself some more ‘me’ time? It’s not too soon, is it? Will I be backstabbing myself or my whatever principles that I may or may not have? Whatever. *sheesh* Is that even possible? Urgh. What? Hah.
Maybe I should. Christmas and New Year is just around the corner. Maybe it’s time for a change. Revolutionize myself. Transform myself. Ah. That reminds me, the Transformers will be out next year. I saw the freaking teaser when I went to watch Death Note. Damned, is whoever created the teaser concept. Watching a teaser is like sexual intercourse, minus the climax. Eh? Where was I?
Owh. Maybe I should.
Yeah.
Yeah, I miss you too. But I can’t. You, of all people, should know that.
Two wrongs don't make a right.
Labels: her rants
ok ok . so she wrote this on Thursday, November 23, 2006 at 11/23/2006 05:30:00 PM.
so uhm. wanna comment?
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