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16 days of silence. a personal best, i must say. thank you dearest streamyx. i love the services that you offer. you're the best. seriously, you are. 1 gold ribbon for you.

30th december 2007. wow. in a few days, it'll be 2007. 2006 came and went. 2006, a year of..uhm..surprises. wait a sec. let's do this yearly round up thingy tomorrow. for now, i feel like blitching. (that's blog bitching, for those who don't know)

the past few weeks was like..hell. i'm bz with work every single day. need.air. is this how 'the real world' a.k.a feels like? if it is, well, i'm not looking forward for it. i can't be working 24/7. i can't.

ark. i'm supposed to be blitching. here goes.

a few months ago, i chose silverfishbooks as my 'subject matter'. you know, for my final year project. and for the fyp, i'm supposed to do 3 things.

1. tvc (major)
2. website (minor)
3. environmental media (minor. and it's 3d, in case, you've never heard of the term)

for this semester, i chose website. it's not the best website in the world, but it's a lot better that the original, don't you think? owh. it's not done yet. jan 4th's the dateline. and i 'tweaked' the target audience. 15years old-25years old. (only 2/53 people this age have ever heard of silverfishbooks) anyways, here's a screen capture.


what i'm trying to say here is that, when i went to silverfish books a couple of months ago, to ask questions regarding the company, (because that's what final year students do) the man behind the counter, was very... how should i put it in a polite way..uhm.. bad mannered. yeah. i don't want to go into details, but he treated me like i was..uhm.. some sort of a disease? like, i was there sent by the government to burn his books or something.

somebody who is sort of close to the man told me that the man is actually a nice person. that most probably he treated me the way he did because i was rude. owh well. everybody is entitled to have their own opinion. and my opinion is:

"dear sir behind the counter. i'm not rich. i don't live in bangsar. i don't go clubbing in telawi. my english isn't perfect. i don't own a bmw. i'm only an advertising student trying to get my bachelor's degree. must you be so rude? weren't you (no matter how old you are) once a student? please dear sir. we students are human beings as well."

p.s: dear sir behind the counter, your website sucks. but your anthologies kick ass, thank God for that. i don't owe you, you owe me cos i bought your books.

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The Young Independent Documentary Filmmaker Award
Launches on December 14

Time: 8:00pm – 10:30pm
Venue: Auditorium, Selangor Chinese Assembly Hall

Program Schedule
7:30pm Admission
8:00pm Press Conference and video showcase
8:30pm Independent filmmakers Jeremiah Foo and Ong Julin sharing their experiences
10:00pm Question and Answer (Q&A)
10:30pm Closing

FOR ENQUIRIES:
Please contact the Y4C Secretariat Office at 03-77831164
or Khai Loon (013-3970519) and Yee Ling (012-7355025)
or email to y4c2006@gmail.com

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it really hurts when someone that you look up to and admire labels you as 'ungrateful'.

*sob*

can this week be any worst?

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i still have his folders in my laptop. i still keep his emails. i still have his things.

now tell me. what should i do with them? delete delete throw away? or keep keep keep?

it's gonna be 2007 soon. i can't be stucked in 2004/2005/2006. gotta move on. azam tahun baru is not to have any azam. heh ( i dunno why i even bother having new years resolutions *sigh*)

p.s: its only wednesday. two more days without sleep. can i survive?

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i know.

sometimes it's freakin annoying browsing pages with background music. it keeps on looping and after a few minutes, you get very worked up.

but at this moment, i am so in love with this song. i like this version way better than corinne bailey rae's original. maybe it's because of the kick-ass live performance by toni, master.jerry and ms.eli the other night? (and not to mention i luv the sound of acoustic guitars) *dreamy*

so here it is. artisatwerk's bg song of the moment.


credits to master.sam's podcast

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watch this.

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Merge this. Merge that. Seems like they are very successful in merging things. But wait a minute. They failed in 'merging' what matters most. The rakyat.

I hate it when I start to think about Malaysia's future. I’ve final year project and assignments to do for God’s sake! Gotta stop thinking about something that may not change for the next 100 years.

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A few days ago, I chatted with (the) ex number 1. Been talking a lot with her lately. She’s.. nice. I know some of you might think ‘Yeah, right’, and yes, I did say ‘I fucking hate her’ earlier this year.

You see, when you’ve been talking (and listening) to the wrong people (i.e boyfriend who has every motive there is to make you ‘not like’ a particular person) you tend to ‘not like’ the person. Get it? No? Never mind.

He had his motives, which I wouldn’t ever bother discussing (cause it’s a waste of time anyways). Somehow, I did ‘not like’ her. But that was then. This is now.

So she made a mistake by not removing her link when she left a comment on his fotopages. So she copied and pasted their YM conversation. So? She asked a simple question. Plain ol` Yes or No. Him being him, can’t give a straight answer. So she was a little bit rude, intruding his precious ‘alone’ time (alone my ass). So? She’s his ex, she has the right to do what she did. After all, they have been together for the longest time.

Can’t he respect her? He used to tell me ‘She doesn’t respect me’. (Now I wonder, did he talk about me that way to the new girlfriend?) Is he respecting her by not answering her questions? Or can’t he at least give a straight answer of Yes or No?

What was he doing ‘patrolling’ around her place? He must’ve been ‘Oh fuck! She didn't see me, did she?’ (Owh wait, he's not the swearing type, I am) when he saw her. Kantoi big time, dude. You didn’t expect to find her outside of her home, did you? (Makes me wonder, did you did a round at my place? Owh wait, you wouldn’t do that, I was just a pit stop. I didn't matter)

Miss ‘Yang lepas tuh, sudahla’ isn’t too passive for you, is she? You chose her, so you better stick with her. (Until she realizes that you’re such a bore and moves on to another guy whom she ‘Saya Awak’ with)

Urgh. I don’t hate you. Sometimes you’re just so immature and full of it. Have fun with the new girl. Let’s see if you’re getting any from that pretentious bitch.

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A couple of months ago, I noticed the ‘Rain Dogs’ poster at GSC OU. I said to myself ‘I gotta watch this film!’ and then I totally forgot about it. Typical me.

After nearly 8 hours in front of my laptop (browsing the internet, of course) I came across Ho Yuhang’s name. And I was like ‘I’ve heard of this name before. But where? Hmm..’

So I googled. There. ‘Rain Dogs’. I gotta watch Rain Dogs.

Note to self: Check whether Rain Dogs is playing anywhere. Err..it’s not? What about DVD? What about pirated DVD? Erk. Can’t do that. Gotta support the local indie films.

Note to self part 2.0: Should I watch Cinta?

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nice.

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i just switched to blogger beta.

let's see how it works.

owh. it can't be undone.

sweet.

updated 4am:

so what are the 'label' for? i thought it was going to be like wordpress? so it's not ay? what's it for then?

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heya guys! i need a favour. can you please help me filling out this survey? it's for my final year project.

you can click here.

thanks a lot!

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So I told her. No more secrets.

Pulang paku, I said. Tried my best to convince myself it’s the best thing to do. It’s the right thing to do. But somehow, it didn’t feel right. I felt…guilty. I betrayed his trust.

But isn’t that what I’m supposed to do? After he betrayed me? I’m supposed to do this, right? *sigh*

I’m confused. Torn, between loving and hating. I can’t bring myself into hating him. But I can’t love him forever.

So what am I supposed to do now?

Weep and cry?

Kick and punch?

Or simply live?

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i'm buried with work! fyp/thesis/maya/freelance. omg!

!die

can life be any more hectic than this?

to make things worst, i can't access any of my email accounts. i'm screwed!


i guess it can get worst.
!die

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is it true what they said?

..originality died 40 years ago.

(?)

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busking?

come on! let's hold hands and walk together.

wanna go?

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fuck it.

i can't upload any pictures here.

i seriously need to get my own domain.

seriously.

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