[ life.is.overrated ]

How I wish I could.

2 days to rehearsal & 5 days to convocation day!

Woohoo!

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ask me again and this time, i promise to give you the answer.

what was it again about promises and rules?
right.

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In less than two weeks, I'll be 25 years old. Imagine that. Phew! 25 years old. Why don't I feel like I'm 25 years old? 25 years old. Heh.

I don't look like I'm 25 years old. I don't feel like I'm 25 years old. I sure don't act like I'm 25 years old. So why is it in less than two weeks' time, I'll be 25 years old? *sigh*

I have been doing a lot of serious thinking this past few months. Adult thinking. At almost 25 years old, I haven't achieved much. Correction: I haven't achieved anything. Not a single thing. Nada. I'm still studying, and will still be continuing my studies even after my bachelor's degree. I have never worked in my entire life (except for the post-SPM gig I did). I am still begging for money from my ever-loving parents. Plus, I'm single (but not available). *double+sigh*

I have no clue of being a 25-year-old woman. I'm clueless. I'm horrible as an adult. I have made countless bad decisions. One after the other. I don't deserve this. I can't be 25 years old. I'm not ready. It's not my time to be 25 years old. I DON'T WANT TO BE 25 YEARS OLD.

Can I be 5 again? Innocence is so sweet. Adult life is ugly, with all its politics and selfishness. I DON"T WANT TO BE 25 YEARS OLD.

*sigh*

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"perfer et obdura; dolor hic tibi proderit olim"

I am free.

I have finally stopped caring. I can't afford to give anymore chances to those who are unable to make use of the chances and the privileges I gave them. Why did I even bother? So be it.

A couple more months (touch wood, fingers crossed) and I'm out of here.

I am extremely thrilled to start a new life far far away from here.

Life; as we know it, is whatever we make out of it. Live life. No matter how we look at it, be it the best, the worst, or something in between, we will all end up dead. Enjoy life, or sulk and complain if that is your choice, so be it. As cliche as it may sound, it is by the way, your life.

No, this is not good bye. It is just the beginning.

'aut viam inveniam aut faciam'

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whoa. the semester break just ended. 18 days well spent. (not really)

i spent most of the days with my family. chilling out at home with my family was just what i needed after the extremely stressful semester. jazzmeen, the eldest of my 3 insanely adorable nieces is in a kindergarden now. allyanna, the second is in pre-school. i love how she pronounced 'x' as 'esh'. hehe. comelnye!! awww. how time flies! i'm an old aunt! old, but wayyyy kool. :D

my plan to join hatem san in sabah was cancelled as my friends decided to go to a 'out-of-this-world waterfall'. out of this world it was (not). it was the suckiest road trip ever! divas surrounded me all over. pah! i'm not much of a jungle-girl myself, but come on! where do you think a waterfall is? in the middle of the city? ngok ngek!

let's see. what else.

ah. bestfriend #3 dumped her loser boyfriend. about time! she's better off without him. bestfriend #2 is now bestfriend #1. i better bLitch about this. laters!

owh. darn. how could this slipped my mind? things happened for reasons. and the (great) reason for what happened was, amy is now a proud owner of a compaq notebook! *clap*clap* (now the whole house is pc-less)

so here i am. back in cyber-phuckin-jaya. 1 more semester to go. 4 more gruelling months and i'm outta here (fingers crossed, touch wood). i have absolutely no idea how i am going to go through this final months in mmu. no idea whatsoever how i am going to prepare myself for fyp2. no idea whatsoever.

tomorrow is a brand new semester. the final semester.

wish me luck.

p.s: seniors, welcome back.

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goodbye for now.

happy holidays!

jumpa di semester akhir ya!

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i'm currently obsessed with this guy.

'isn't life a series of images that change as they repeat themselves?'
'people need to be made more aware of the need to work at learning how to live because life is so quick and sometimes it goes away too quickly'
'they always say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself'

genius.


*photo from google. edited by yours truly.

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it's not too late to wish everyone a happy 2007, is it?
bukak buku baru.

p/s: don't say things you don't mean. don't make promises you can't keep. 2007: a new beginning.
note to self: don't make the same mistake twice.

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one more week to go. four more days of suffering and sleepless nights. come saturday, i'll be a free girl.

wednesday: thesis submission
wednesday: 3d maya final submission
thursday: fyp1 final submission
friday: final exam - 3d maya

omg. i can't wait for this week to be over!


p/s: happy new year everyone!

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is it true what they said?

..originality died 40 years ago.

(?)

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fuck it.

i can't upload any pictures here.

i seriously need to get my own domain.

seriously.

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I don’t need you. You’re a disaster.

Whenever you’re around, my life goes chaotic. Seriously, I don’t need you. Especially now, when everyone and everything demands something from me.

Urgh.

I don’t need this.

Next, please?

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yet another blog!

:p

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life has been treating me extra nice these past few weeks.

i'm feeling good.

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saturday was fun, fun, fun!

we met up with yee ling and khai loon of the y4c at asia247's penthouse and talked about the 'young filmmaker award' (which has been revamped to independent documentary award). looks like now i have some extra design works to do besides the design works for my final year project. owh well.

we were being used again by the two masters. this time we were extras in their streamyx mv. it was fun (tq mr director for the free vintage yellow shirt). totally the opposite of our first year mv production. urgh. let's not get into that.

later that night we were supposed to attend the hitz blitz gig at sunway. we decided not to go after we were almost caught in the heavy traffic jam. phew! went all the way back to bsc for dinner. the actors studio were tempting, fortunately, we managed to steer away.

next stop was cineleisure. owh god! i am so in love with that place! it's still new and there are only few shops open but it is.the.bomb! tiada lagi dating di gsc ou or gsc midvalley or tgv mines. akan ku dating selalu di cathay cineplex, cineleisure!

speaking of movies, frostbite a.k.a gigitan sejuk pontianak, was hilarious. heh. next movie: death note

i/o is next week. kengkawan; be prepared.

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cuti nya sudah seminggu yah. and what have i done during the past week?

1. sleep
2. some more sleep
3. took the kids everywhere they wanted (the park, the amusement park, the swimming pool, kfcs, mcds, pizza huts, their cousins' place)
4. shopping with mommy dearest
5. shopping with sis dearest
6. sleep
7. paint my room dark green
8. re-paint my room dark red
9. re-arrange my room (an on going process)
10. tagged along my dad to his favorite 'casino'
11. sleep
12. anime marathon with the kids
13. infernal affairs marathon + the departed
14. sleep

owh. and i ate a lot too. mom's cooking. nothing beats it.

wow. i did all that in a week? buley tahan juga yah?

*hugs* to the one i missed the most.

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