[ life.is.overrated ]

I feel like saying this.

You. Are. The. Man! I have never known a man that has your unusual characteristics. Good unusual, not bad unusual. You are a gentleman. The kindest of the kindest. Le Crème de le crème. You are as good as it gets.

Hell no, you’re not perfect :p (jgn plak perasan okay?). But you are almost perfect. Dude, I am super duper grateful to have the honour of knowing you.

There. I’ve said it.

*phew*

Eh? Do I need your girl’s permission to say this out loud?

:p

Labels: pik.cas

It’s starting again.

Anonymous.

I fucking hate those anon who are fucking terrified of signing their names in cyberspace. Aren’t you proud of yourselves? I mean, are you so goddamned embarrassed of yourselves that you wouldn’t admit that you're you?

You’re the lowest of low, you know that? An ass peddler. You’re soooo dull and dry that you couldn’t even think of a single pseudonym. Yeah, that’s what you are. You’re dry. Dry Dry Dry Dry.

Here’s my middle finger straight at your fucking dork face, you fucking gutless slime ball.

Keep it coming, you disastrous wuss. I’m enjoying this.

Ngentot loe, otak memek!

Labels: bLitchin

Kekadang susah kan bile kite berkawan? Macam, kekadang tuh kite geram sangat kat kengkawan, tapi kite takleh nak wat aper. Nak marah, takleh. Nak tegur takleh. Itu takleh. Ini takleh.

Kekadang bende paling kecik pun bole buat gaduh. Ape lagi kalo kite tau kawan kite tuh buat macam-macam alasan kat kite. Susah sangat ke nak berterus terang? Bukannye melibatkan hal-hal perasaan ke, emosi ke, keluarga ke.

Kekadang rase macam geram sangat. Rase sangat macam nak menjerit kuat-kuat. Tapi ini bukan soal marah-marah ke soal tanak bagitau ke ataupun ape-ape je la yang remeh. Tapi soal prinsip. Susah, bile kite ade prinsip dan kawan kite tak paham prinsip kite tuh.

Bile kite baik kat orang tuh, kite harapkan orang tu akan buat benda yang same kat kite. Karma. Senang je. Kalo kite asyik harapkan orang je baik kat kite, memang tak jalan la.

Taktau la. Betol ke ape yang saye buat nih?

Salu kene ingat. K-A-R-M-A. Karma.

Labels: bLitchin

I don’t need you. You’re a disaster.

Whenever you’re around, my life goes chaotic. Seriously, I don’t need you. Especially now, when everyone and everything demands something from me.

Urgh.

I don’t need this.

Next, please?

Labels: overrated lyfe

Yes, I am back!. If you are wondering what I have been doing for the past (missing) months, well, here’s a summary. ( If you don’t wanna know, well, you can simply move along)

1. I’ve moved out.

Yes I have. Gone from the Townhouse. Buhbye room! Buhbye housemates from hell! Buhbye weed stock! Eh? Strike that. Gosh. That house, that room, that bed(!!), that everything. Full of memories. It’s kinda sad to move on, but in the same time, it’s good for me. Change of environment is what I need, right?

Cleaning up the room that I have stayed in since a year ago was depressing. That room meant so much for me. It was in that room where I, we, and our friends had so much fun. Most of our good friends had been in our room, and some even had crashed in for a few nights. I had great laughs and depressing moments in there. Heh. I guess, the magic won’t ever happen in there again. At least not for me.

Tq genks for the tolong menolong.

2. Moved into a new place (obviously)

Yeah. I moved into my friends’ place in Cyberia Condo B. It’s a little bit confusing now. We have two Amys now. Heh. Plus another Bob. Bob who isn’t a bob. Rare, but it does happens. Hehe. So here we are. Four housemates living together. 3 Sarawakians and a Kedah-an. Hahaha. Ehem.

I sure do hope everybody’s gonna be happy with this new place of ours. The HQ for De Genk has moved, but De Genk is still the same. Owh I forgot. De Genk minus one. He crossed over to the Lame side.

3. Cramped 19 cdt hrs into an eight-week semester.
Extreme, I know. But I had to.

4. Cope with the awkwardness (sort of)
Well, I didn’t run away.

5. Networking
:D Yes, I did.

6. Movies+movies+movies+movies
Well..

7. Lodged a police report
Haha. Amy, Joen and yours truly went to BP Cyberjaya to file a report against our ex housemates, Amrou (originally from Syria) and Alianna (from Bangsar, but thinks she’s from America). The copy of the report is with Joen. I’ll try to scan it and upload it here. Heeeee….

8. By-the-roadside-under-the-scroching-heat-confrontation
Phew! Never again!

9. A series of karaoke-ing + open houses + makan+makan again
It was hard work, you know?

10. Books galore!
Books-shopping-spree! Kinokuniya is selling their old graphic books stocks. Half price! or even 70% off the normal price. But most of the books are crap. Strike that. The contents were crappish (is that even a word?). You gotta be extremely patient and calm while browing the books. Heh. And at Borders, there's this Flash Frames book selling at Rm17.90! It was published in 2002, but who cares? I love beautiful books! They're so....beautiful.

Kino, Bordy, please gimme discounts on your Lonely Planet books. Please Please Please!

11. Back online!
Finally! Our streamyx is connected! Hah! Took them TWO weeks! TWO PHREAKING WEEKS! Uargh!

So that was it. My missing moments.

Owh. I did a little bit of crying. While watching a movie. Hah!

Labels: her rants

my favourite band said it all. ya know..sometimes i feel the lyrics of certain songs just..speak right to me. it's like, whatever crap that i'm going through, someone somewhere is feeling exactly the way i feel. spooky.


'love hurts,
but sometimes it's a good hurt'

'sometimes when i'm alone i wonder
is there a spell that i'm under
keeping me from seeing the real thing'


buy the album, go get it, grab it fast. in stores now. Light Grenades.

Suaram Dinner 2006
A Tribute to Human Rights Defenders

8th Dec 2006
7.30pm - 10.30pm
Dewan Peladang, Jalan Templer,
Petaling Jaya.

Suaram is pleased to inform you that we will be organizing the event above in conjunction with the International Human Rights Day 2006, to pay tribute and honor those who relentlessly and fearlessly fight for and defend human rights in Malaysia as well as to help raise funds for our human rights work.

Programme for the night includes:
Suaram Annual Human Rights Award,
Special Address by Said Zahari
(Former Editor In Chief of Utusan Melayu),
Special Performance by Shanon Shah
(Best Male Vocalist AIM ’06),
and more…

Your support will help ensure the continuity of our human rights work such as public educational and training programmes, human rights campaigns, urgent appeals, documentation and monitoring of human rights violations, etc.

With your support, victims of oppression and human rights abuse no longer need to stand alone.

For ticket enquiries, or to make public donations, please call us at 03-77843525 or email us at suaram(at)suaram.net

See you there.

Thank you.


Make yourselves available!

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For those who are still clueless (not to mention ignorant):

\:incubus: A male demon who would visit women at night and engage in sexual activity

(sounds like an ex boyfriend)

Let's reverse roles and let me be the succubi.

Interesting(?)


Get your Light Grenades.

Owh gosh.

I knew it would be awkward. This, however, is unbearable. I’m not a coward you know? I have never been a coward my entire life, except for this one. On this matter, I am a coward.

Weird, ain’t it? I have never been in this position before. Coward. Scared. Terrified! There are countless of negative words to describe me in this situation. I hate them all.

Hmm. I can’t avoid this forever, can I? I’m an adult, I’m expected to face this ‘crisis’ like one, right? Yeah.

But how do I do it? Get down on my knees and pray? Wait for a shooting star and make a wish? Cross my fingers? *sigh*

Should I…? or should I give myself some more ‘me’ time? It’s not too soon, is it? Will I be backstabbing myself or my whatever principles that I may or may not have? Whatever. *sheesh* Is that even possible? Urgh. What? Hah.

Maybe I should. Christmas and New Year is just around the corner. Maybe it’s time for a change. Revolutionize myself. Transform myself. Ah. That reminds me, the Transformers will be out next year. I saw the freaking teaser when I went to watch Death Note. Damned, is whoever created the teaser concept. Watching a teaser is like sexual intercourse, minus the climax. Eh? Where was I?

Owh. Maybe I should.

Yeah.

Yeah, I miss you too. But I can’t. You, of all people, should know that.

Two wrongs don't make a right.

Labels: her rants

yet another blog!

:p

Labels: overrated lyfe

life has been treating me extra nice these past few weeks.

i'm feeling good.

Labels: overrated lyfe

wow.

hollywood is planning to turn the novel 'on the road' by jack kerouac into a movie.


please please please do not suck.

Labels: reviews on buks mu.vi mu.si.ka

"Long live the people and death to their enemies. Long live the glorious nation, and death to its enemies!"

convicted and sentenced to death.

propaganda (?)

Labels: pik.cas

saturday was fun, fun, fun!

we met up with yee ling and khai loon of the y4c at asia247's penthouse and talked about the 'young filmmaker award' (which has been revamped to independent documentary award). looks like now i have some extra design works to do besides the design works for my final year project. owh well.

we were being used again by the two masters. this time we were extras in their streamyx mv. it was fun (tq mr director for the free vintage yellow shirt). totally the opposite of our first year mv production. urgh. let's not get into that.

later that night we were supposed to attend the hitz blitz gig at sunway. we decided not to go after we were almost caught in the heavy traffic jam. phew! went all the way back to bsc for dinner. the actors studio were tempting, fortunately, we managed to steer away.

next stop was cineleisure. owh god! i am so in love with that place! it's still new and there are only few shops open but it is.the.bomb! tiada lagi dating di gsc ou or gsc midvalley or tgv mines. akan ku dating selalu di cathay cineplex, cineleisure!

speaking of movies, frostbite a.k.a gigitan sejuk pontianak, was hilarious. heh. next movie: death note

i/o is next week. kengkawan; be prepared.

Labels: overrated lyfe