soon to be 25 and hating it.
In less than two weeks, I'll be 25 years old. Imagine that. Phew! 25 years old. Why don't I feel like I'm 25 years old? 25 years old. Heh.
I don't look like I'm 25 years old. I don't feel like I'm 25 years old. I sure don't act like I'm 25 years old. So why is it in less than two weeks' time, I'll be 25 years old? *sigh*
I have been doing a lot of serious thinking this past few months. Adult thinking. At almost 25 years old, I haven't achieved much. Correction: I haven't achieved anything. Not a single thing. Nada. I'm still studying, and will still be continuing my studies even after my bachelor's degree. I have never worked in my entire life (except for the post-SPM gig I did). I am still begging for money from my ever-loving parents. Plus, I'm single (but not available). *double+sigh*
I have no clue of being a 25-year-old woman. I'm clueless. I'm horrible as an adult. I have made countless bad decisions. One after the other. I don't deserve this. I can't be 25 years old. I'm not ready. It's not my time to be 25 years old. I DON'T WANT TO BE 25 YEARS OLD.
Can I be 5 again? Innocence is so sweet. Adult life is ugly, with all its politics and selfishness. I DON"T WANT TO BE 25 YEARS OLD.
*sigh*
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gosh dee, i exactly know what you mean. i'll be 30 in a few weeks too. and i really don't know what i means to be 30. like whoa!
if you asked me, when i was 25, i also felt like i'm not 25. so i guess age is just a number.
hmm... when you're twenty i think you're still allowed to commit mistakes. otherwise, when you past 30 and still commiting a lotta mistakes then that means you're kinda stupid.
or maybe not.
*hugs you*
gosh dee, i exactly know what you mean. i'll be 40 in a few weeks too. and i really don't know what i means to be 40. like whoa!
if you asked me, when i was 25, i also felt like i'm not 25. so i guess age is just a number.
hmm... when you're twenty i think you're still allowed to commit mistakes. otherwise, when you past 40 and still commiting a lotta mistakes then that means you're kinda stupid.
or maybe not.
*hugs you* x 2
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